Friday, December 25, 2009

Part FiftySeven;; "You're something SPECIAL."

Before i start this part i just wanted to mention that Deema talks to her parents in america as much as she can, bs if the phonecall was important and worth mentioning, i'll mention it in the story, dont think i forgot about them. ;p

Here we go..

Previously on "Across The Universe":
- The note we found on the car had a guy's phone number and a kiss.
- Mishary was mad that i returned home late.
- Yousef called me and Mishary was listening to the phonecall.
- Waleedan and Mishary had a fallout over Mishary's ex-lover.
- Mishary and I had a conflict about Yousef and i stormed to my room.
- I called D to tell her what happened.


6th of Sept.
7PM
Bedroom

I was talking to D on the phone when Mishary knocks on my door.

"Na3am?" I said.

"ba6laii.." He said.

"Laish shtabii?" I said.

"ba6lai ba7acheech, we're grown ups lets deal with it, il 9rakh mara7 efeed." He said.

"Deal with what? a9lan maku shaii" I said.

"Ya bnt il7alal ba6laaii entay w khal netfahaam.." He said.

"Enzain." I said.

"D, i'll call you later, ciao love." I said.

"Okay laters, save e the juicy details!" She said and i closed the phone.

I unlocked the door and opened it.
he was leaning on the wall and looking at his phone.

"Zain ba6altai." He said.

I smiled because i didn't have a better thing to say.

"yalla let's deal with it, I don't want to live with someone under one roof that resent me." He said.

"I don't resent you! shda3wa!" I said.

"Okay, but my point is i dont want us to keep argueing and fighting." He said.

"Enzain, excuse me!" I said and walked towards my bathroom door.

"Waiin ray7a?" He said.

"I need the bathroom, desh, make yourself comfortable" I said and went inside the bathroom.

I left and saw Mishary sitting on my bed holding a small piece of paper and his hands were shaking.

"What's wrong?" I said.

"Shnu hathyy!?" He said.

"Shnuu!?" I said with a 'i-dont-know-what-you're-talking-about' face.

"Dont act so innocent, shnuu hathyy!?" He said and handed me the piece of paper.

It was the small note that the mysterious follower left on my car.

"Where did u find this?!" I said.

"Mu muhim where!! gouleelii shnu hathy w mnu hatha!?" He snapped.

"Shdaranii mnu!! some random guy left a note on my car!!" I said.

"W laish you're still keeping it!? it means you may consider actually calling him!" He said.

"SHKUU!! I ACTUALLY THOUGHT I THREW IT AWAY!!" I said.

"I find that hard to believe!" He said.

"AYSHAY 9A7!?" I yelled. "TRA MA AKHAAF MINIK 3SHAN MA AGOULIK IL9IJ!!" I said.

"BETGOULEELII MNU HATHA WELAA SHLOUN?!" He yelled.

Mishary's face gets really red and his voice gets sharp when he's furious.

"Mishary, i dont know, WALLAH I DONT KNOW!!" I cried.
I was actually scared of him.

"DEEMA FAHMEENII LAISH LAIL7EEN YOU HAVE THE PAPER!?" He said.

"I DIDNT KNOW I HAD IT A9LAN!! i thought i threw it away!! ask D! she knows everything about it, she was with me when we found the note!" I said.

"When was that?!" He said.

"Yesterday, after the party!" I said.

"Sheftaii mu ana gayelich entai rada met2akher wayed, thats what i was afraid of!" He said.

"Mishary a9lan he left the note in the afternoon lma ana w D dshaina ilparty! cos he was following us!" I said.

"Hmm..." He said and folded his arms together.

"Is this your way of dealing with things?!" I said as i wiped a tear that was running down my cheeks.

"I'm sorryy, i got furious!" He said. "When i get furious, ma a3aref illy jedami w 3adi age6 kalam ma athamnaa, good thing this didn't go that far!" He said.

"That doesn't give you the right to yell and get mad without hearing my side of the story!" I said.

"I know, and i'm sorry!" He said.

"Okay." I said.

"Emshay ta7at 3nd ilpool, let's talk." He said and stood up and walked out of my room.

"Okay." I said and followed him.

We went to the basement.

We both sat on the edge of the pool.

"So, tell me why you were talking to Yousef yesterday if it's over between you too?" Mishary asked.

"Well, I dont know why, he called me several times yesterday, but i was at the pary and i didnt answer, yesterday i was half asleep when i answered the phone, the fact is that Yousef is back to kuwait, sa7ab awraga w rad ilkuwait." I said.

"9ij? why?" He said.

"He can't stand it there, egoul ilghurba 9a3ba." I said.

"Ee okay, but yesterday i heard you say something about meeting with him, are you going to?" He said.

"I don't know, i just said yes so i could close the phone, but i dont think so, he's asking me to still be his friend, 7ta law ma baina shay." I said.

"Don't do that, tra it's really wrong, for both of you." He said.

"Why?" I said.

"L2ana if you fully cut communication with him, it's easier for both of you to get over it and move on with your lives, but being friends will make it hard and you may actually miss being together, and there is a reason you guys are no longer together." He said.

"Yeah, you're right, i was over him bs yesterday when i talked to him, wallah faj2a everything we had came back to me, it was hard, i even cried, i couldn't stand it." I said.

"That's exactly my point." He said.

"I dont know.." I said.

"Trust me, wallah you'll be doing a favor for him and yourself." He said.

"But i know Yousef, it will be hard for him living in a world without having me around." I said. "that's what he said to me atleast." I continued.

"La ym3aawda 7achii, let me tell you this, i'm a guy, i know it's hard to get over a girl, bs wallah guys forget and move on waay faster that girls do, because girls are too emotional." He said.

"You mean everything that comes out of your mouth is nothing but a crap!?" I said.

"Not entirely, but when a guy says 'i cant live without you', it's definitely C-r-a-p!" He said.

"EVERY GUY?!" I said.

"To be fair maybe some guys mean it, bs mu kuwateyeen that's for sure!" He said.

I cracked up.

"Wallah, it's soo easy for kuwaiti guys to move on, ka ana, i used to be in a relationship, and i actually thought i can't live without her, bs now im living without her, w there are no problems surviving" He said.

"Really?" I said. "I know why today morning you and waleedan were fighting, you were talking to her, again, after what she did to you." I continued.

"Shdarach!?" He said with a surprised look on his HANDSOME face.

"I know everything.." I said and winked.

"Waleedan told you didnt he? bathba7a!" He said.

"I made him tell me!" I lied, it was soo easy to get it out of waleedan.

"Yeah right!" He said.

"Yeah so were you talking to her..?" I asked.

"Because about a month ago me and her talked to eachother again, on msn, not phone, it was the date of when i first met her." He said.

"Oh.." I said.

"Yeah, so we got back to being friends, and she made it so hard for me now to forget about her, as long as we're talking, i can't forget her, or what we had. She and jara7 are no longer together, about a month ago, the day we started talking again she told me she's not with him anymore, Today she called me and she was talking to me and then she said she wants to have back what me and her had, she wants us to get back together." He said.

"What did you say?" I said.

I was waiting for the answer to that question so bad.

"Well, i haven't given her any answer yet." He said.

"What about the part you told her 'how can i be so sure you and jara7 are no longer together?' ?" I said.

"What about it?" He said.

"You wouldn't say that unless you're actually considering to get back with her." I said.

"uhh, no i just asked that question, i didn't consider anything." He said.

"Hmm, okay." I said.

"So, where does that leave us? no Yousef and no Dalal?" He said.

"uhh, Dalal!?" I said.

"Oh, her name is Dalal!" He said.

"Oh okay, yeah." I said.

"Not even on msn?" He said.

"Noo! i will have yousef on msn, im not gonna cut all cummincations with him." I said.

"Ha! testa3be6aiin? what were we talking about just now!?" He said.

"i'm not gonna see him or talk to him on the phone, only occasionally on msn." I said.

"Okay, i guess that's fine." He said.

"Why are we doing this deal anyways?" I said.

"3shan we don't fight constantly and about nothing!" He said.

"Hmm, okay." I said.

ya3ni bs 3shan chithy??
It seemed to me like there was something larger behind that deal.

"So, Lolwa? really?" He said.

We both cracked up.

6th of Sept.
11:30PM
Livingroom

Me & janouya were watching "finding Nemo" on DVD when waleedan came out from the elevator.
"Ha ilbanat il7elween lail7een ga3deen?" He said.

I was asleep.
"No, bs ana! Dayouma namat half way of the movie." Janouya said.

"Haha, yalla goumai namay, it's too late!" He said, being the father of the house in absence of khali min ghair shar.

"Mabi, khal ekhali9 then arou7 anam!" she said.

"Okay, Dayouma..?!" Waleedan said.

No reply from me.

"Dayoumaa!?" He said and poked me.

"HAA!?" I woke up mekhtar3a!

"Besmellah 3laich shfeech!" He said.

"Ent shfek!" I said with one eye open.

"Ma feeni shay, goumay namay eb darich!" He said.

"Enzain, sheelnii!" I said and raised my hands up.

"6a3 hathyy yalla goumay 3an ildala3!" He said and pulled me up.

"Waaai ya melqik." I said and he walked me to my room.

I dropped myself on the bed.
He made me feel more comfortable and covered me with the blanket, turned off the lights and closed the door behind him.

7th of Sept.
11AM
Bedroom.

I woke up got into the bathroom took a quick shower and left the room to eat breakfast.
I was walking down the stairs when i heard waleedan talking on the phone and his voice was coming out from the dining room.

"ee, la 7awla wala quwata ella bellah, allah eshafeeh enshallah, khala9 ana awa9elaha ilkhabar, enshallah khaltii, allah esalmich, salmai!"

I quickly walked in the dining room.

Waleedan was just turning the phone off.

"WALEEDAN WHO WAS ON THE PHONE?! I asked nervously.

"Calm down.." He said.

"RID 3LAI!! WHO WAS IT!?" I said.

"It was your mom." He said.

"SHFEEHA!? OBOY FEEEH SHAY!?! GOULIII WALEEDAN!!" I said with a shakey voice.

"Oboch ma feeh ella il3afyah!" He said.

"Waleedan please.....goulliii shfeeeh obooy!" I cried.

"Dayouma ma gelt shay ana shfeech tabcheen!" He said and got up and placed his hands on my shoulder.

"goulii oboy shfeeh! please waleedan goulii!" I said.

"Oboch em6awel eb america, lma 7alta estaqarat after the heart operation yesterday ektashfaw jarthouma that's eating your dad's bones." He said.

"WHAT!!!?" I cried. "SHLOUN YA3NI!!?"

"Deema, ge3day, 6awlai balich." He said.
He was very calm.

I cried more.

"Omich daga etgoul ga3deen ya36ouna pills and medication neccessary 3shan they kill hal jarthouma" He said.

"ya3ni now he's fine?" I said.

"il7emdellah lail7een 7altaa mestaqera bs there is a big possibility he gets worse." He said.

I cried.
I couldn't say anthing.
I suddenly forget how to speak.

"Dayouma samai bilra7man w sherbay may, ana ma geltlich hal 7achi ella l2anich kbeera w fahma w ilbachi mara7 efeed, ana knt agdar agoulich mafeeh shay bs i told you l2anich wa7da 3aqla w hatha qa'9a2 allah w qadrah" He said.

"w ne3ma bellah, la 7awla wallah quwata ella billah." I said.

"3afyah, omich wa9atnii ena ma e'9eeg khelgich w ma e2ather 3la derastich enshallah when you begin next week." he said.

"AMBAIIH, it's next week!" I yelled.

"Eee shfeech nesaiitai!" He said.

"No, bs mashallah bser3a mar ilwagt!" I said.


7th of Sept.
7:30PM
Waleedan's car


To get my head out of the bad news i recieved from mom, waleedan and mishary suggested we go out tonight for a dinner, me, them and janouya.
We went to Lenotre illy 3al ba7ar.
I had a good time, minzeman ma 6ala3t a family dinner.
When we returned home i decided to swim in the pool.

I wore my black bikini and i had my robe with me.

I left the robe on the sunbed and i dived in the pool.
it was a great rush.
I laid on the floating bed in the pool and closed my eyes.
I was so lost and deep into thoughts that i haven't heard the sound of the elevator opening.

"Sh'haaal mazaaaaaaaj!!" Mishary yelled.

I jumped and flippped the floating bed and i fell in the pool.

He laughed his ass off at me.

"Besmellah khara3tnii!!" I said.

"Sorry, didn't mean to!" He said, so innocenlty.

"Enzain e93ad foug im wearing a bikini, 3aib!" I said, i only had my head out of the water, the rest of my body was in the water.

"3adii sheftich tawa already!" He said.

"Mabii!! GO UP!! you saw me w ana madrii!" I said.

"Teste7een?!" He said and giggled.

"Chub!! 3aib!! yalla ethlif foug yal sakheef!" I yelled.

"Enzain enzain" He said and took my robe with him.

"NOO MISHARY YAL SAKHEEF!!" I yelled.

"Goodnight, have a nice swim!" He said and entered the elevator and went up.

"JEEERKKK!" I yelled and hoped he heard me.


8th of Sept.
3:30AM
Basement


I got out of the pool after a really great and long swim.
I wore my slippers and looked around for something to cover myself with, i failed to find anything.

I called the elevator and i was thinking of running without looking at anything just head straight to my room wether there was someone in the livingroom waiting or not.

I got in the elevator and clicked on "1"
I reached level 1 and the elevator door opened, I saw mishary fast asleep on the couch with my robe next to him, He looked so peacefull with his mouth wide open and so fast asleep. He looked so cute.

i tried not to laugh and i ran slowly to my room and locked the door.
I washed my body and hair and got in my bed and dozzed of to sleep.



xoxo
-S™

Monday, December 7, 2009

Part FiftySix;; "Everything about you seemed to be a LIE!"

I apologise for the delay, i know i took so much time bs kan 3indi throuf w i didnt have time to get online, bs i'm baack and ready to wriiiiite! :D



Previously on "Across The Universe":
- Yousef is officially back.
- The guy in the Black prado followed us till fajoura's house.
- At the party Lolwa asked me to do a favor to her and ask mishary and i have agreed.
- The party was a blast!
- After leaving the party, we saw a note on my car.

5th of Sept.
11:40PM
Outside Fajoura's house

I opened the note and i read it out loud.
"etha tbeen t3arfeen who i am, give me a call" then he had his number on the paper and a kiss!

"Omg! waii3 shyabii!" I said.

"Maskeeen, tuwala3 feech ilthaher!" D said.

"La yemkin tuwala3 feech min 3abaytich!" I joked.

"Chub!" D said.

I started the engine and head to D's house in alnuzha.

We were singing to Majeed's song; "L2ana il6aletaak haiiba kama haybaat malik.. -- "

We got interrupted by my phone ringing.

"It's Yousef!" I gasped.

"Oh shit!" D said.

"I'm not gonna answer." I said and put my phone down.

"ee a7san dont!" D said.

We continued singing along to the song.

I dropped D home around 12AM.

I was just about to leave Alnuzha when i jumped to my phone ringing.
It was Mishary.

I picked up the phone.

"Aloo." I said.

"Aloo, Ha wainch? it's midnight!" He said.

"Kani tawni ga6a D home w now yaya." I said.

"Okay, derbalich." He said.

"Enshallah, bye!" I said.

"bye." He said and the phone call was over.

I was thinking when to ask Mishary, now? or ask him tomorrow?

*BEEP*I received a text message.
It was from yousef, "Call asap!"

Waiih, it's really not the time! malii khelg!

I reached home, i got out of the car and walked in home.
I was so tired from the party i just wanted to drop myself on the bed and sleep.

I was going upstairs when i heard Mishary calling me from the livingroom.

"Deema?" He said.

"Na3am?" I said.

"Ta3alay." He said.

haw..shyabii.

I walked in the livingroom.

"Halla.." I said.

"Tra it's late w 3aib bnt trid brou7ha hal 7azza!" He said.

"Ok." I said.

"Shnu ok?" He said.

"Shtabeenii agoul!?" I said.

"Ya3ni entay mu shayfa ena hal shay ghala6?" He said.

"Ok i was a bit late, bs i was at a party ya3ni what do you expect, 10 arid ilbait?" I said.

"La bs mu till midnight your outside, ana il9bay rad gablich la w waleedan eb sabi3 nouma b3d!" He said.

"Enzain, can you get straight to the point im really tired w barou7 anam!" I said.

"the point is you're late w la t3eedeenha!" He said.

"Enshallah yuba!" I said and went upstairs.

i was furious!
I know i was late, bs shasawee it was a party u 6al3a 3adeya!
I got in my room, took of my high heels and dropped myself on the bed.

I closed my eyes for a while.
i was exhausted.

My phone started ringing just when i was falling asleep.

I got up and looked at the screen, it was Yousef.
I thought i should answer and just get it over with.

"Aloo..?" I said.

There was no reply.

"Uhh...Yousef?" I said.

"Deema! Ma bghaiitai tredeen!" He said with a sigh of relief.

"Sorry, i was busy!" I lied. "Il7emdellah 3la ilsalama" I continued.

"Allah esalmich galbii, Shlounich?" He said.

Galbi?
I was feeling awkward.

"il7emdellah zaina, ent shlounek?" I said.

"Il7emdellah bkhaiir as long as i can hear your voice." He said.

We both stayed quiet hearing each other breathing.

"Dayouma..?" He said, breaking the silence.

"Hala.." I said.

"Wayed Mishtaglich, when can i see you?" He said.

"Eshtagatlik il3afyah, see me?" I said.

"Yes, laish mestaghriba?" He asked.

"I don't know, because it's over!" I said.

"I know, but i need a friend like you in my life, ra7 ta7remeeni min shouftich?" He said.

I suddenly felt guilty and sorry for him.

"No, when do you want to see me?" I said.

"ba3ad galbi dayouma, anytime you want, just say when and where!" He said.

"Okay." I said.

"I love you." He said.

I didn't reply.

"a7ebich wallah!" He said.

My heart was aching!

"Yousef, please." I said.

"I'm sorry." He said.

"Tabi shay? I'm really tired and i need to sleep." I said.

"Salamtich, stay in touch please!" He said.

"Allah esalmik, enshallah!" I said.

"goodnight ya aghla albashar!" He said.

"Goodnight Yousef!" I said and closed the phone.

My heart was beating so fast and i felt a warm tear running through my cheeks.

I miss him terribly.
But there was a reason we're not together, and im not gonna forget that.
I slipped my phone under the pillow and closed my eyes to sleep.

6th of Sept.
11AM
My bedroom

I woke up to Mishary and waleedan fighting.

I heard Mishary yelling.
"Yuba ent malik shiqil feeni!!! ana kaiifiii!!"

I got off of the bed quickly and i was still in my party dress but i left the room with my hair so messy but i was scared of what i'm hearing.

"SHFEEKUM BESMELLAH MIN 9UBA7 ALLAH KHAIR!?" I yelled as i walked in the livingroom upstairs.

They both turned and looked at me with a question mark on their face then they wanted to laugh but they were both so angry.

Mishary snapped and stormed to his room and slammed the door behind him.

Waleedan looked at me.

"Shfeech nayma eb malabsich?" He said.

"Ee, waleedan shfeekum! sh9aayer?" i asked.

"Nothing, dont worry!" He said.

"Shnu nothing, 9rakhkum ga3adni min ilnoum!" I said.

"Sorry, let's go to your room w agoulich." He said.

"Okay." I said and walked to my room.

We entered my room.

"tell me shfeekum!" I said.

"Sit down awal." He said and he sat down on an armchair and i sat on my bed.

"sit down, w emshay your room, sh9aayer!!" I said.

"Look, ehya ilsalfa minzeman bs Mishary ma eyouz." he said.

"Enzain, tell me shnu!" I said.

"Allah esalmich he used to have a relationship with a girl, w kan 9ij e7ebha, lai darajat ena galii 3anha w gali ena nawii yetqadamlaha." He said.

"Okaay..?" I said.

"Bs hal bnt allah yastir 3laiha cheated on Mishary with his bestfriend fa mishary was really heartbroken, ana knt wayed khayef 3laiih, i thought eb yeg3ad w mara7 yetzawaj 6oul 3umra, but today sema3ta yetkalam bilphone, w he said her name, fa 3araft ena he was talking to her. bs that's not it, i heard him say how can i be sure you and jara7 are no longer together! ya3ni nawi yerja3 laha, w ehya elbnt law kafow chan she didnt cheat on him." He said.

"Wow." I said. "You're right, once a cheater, always a cheater!" I said.

"Exactly, bs mishary mu rathy yefham, il7ub 3ameeh!" He said.

"7aram, e7ebha!" I said. I actually felt sorry for him.

"Ee i know that, bs dayoum entai ma tadreen esh9ar feeh the last time, il9baay enhar, w nam bilmustashfa 2 days cos '9agh6a ertefa3 wayed." He said.

"Ohh.." I said.

Suddenly i started thinking that i shouldn't love Mishary. I should prevent myself from falling for him. He's obviously still inlove with her.

"il7achi la ye6la3 bara, 7ta oboy ma yadrii." He said.

"Akeed." I said. "By the way laish khali lail7een ma rad min ilsufar?" I said.

"Oh i didn't tell you, he extended his trip, enshallah next week ered!" He said.

"Oh okay, enshallah." I said.

"Yalla get dressed w ta3alay eat breakfast with me, allah ehadah Mishary 3akar mazajna min il9eb7." Waleedan said.

"Enshallah." I said.

"Ana an6erich here in the living room, la et6awleen, im starving." He said.

"Enshallah." I said.

He left the room and i locked the door and got into something more comfortable and got out of my room.

Mishary just left his room and he was furious!
His face was tomato red.
He gave me a really cold stare.
My heart ached.

"Ana 6ali3, don't even think of calling me!" Mishary said to Waleedan and entered the elevator.

I looked at waleedan. "Let's go waleedan." I said.

Why did he give me that cold stare? I didn't do anything!!

I went downstairs and had breakfast with waleedan.
then he left at around 1PM and i stayed alone in the house, Janouya was at her friend's house min il9b7 ray7a.

I sat alone in the livingroom watching tv.
I fell asleep.

6th of Sept.
5:30PM
Livingroom

i woke up to see Mishary sitting infront of me and he was staring right at me.
I was scared.

"Shfeek chithi etkhez besmellah!" I said.

"I thought it was over between you two!" He said.

"Na3am!?" I said.

I was seriously lost.

"You and that guy Yousef." He said.

"I don't know what you're talking about!" I said.

"I heard you talking to him yesterday!" He said.

"WHAT!? shaku ga3ed tetsama3!?" I said.

"No, i actually wanted to come and tell you etha tbeen we go out for breakfast today w wanted to remind you about the cinema bs i heard you talking on the phone." He said.

"It is over between us!" I said.

"ee 9aa7!" He said.

"WHY DO YOU CARE ANYWAYS!?" I snapped!

"Who said i care! bs last time i heard it was over between you two!" He said.

"IT IS OVER!!" I said.

"Enzain." He said.

"W it's none of your business etha its over or not!" I said.

"IT IS! entay 7esbat ekhti!" He said.

7esbat ekhtii!? is he serious!!

"OK!" I said and got up.

"Wain ray7a!?" He said.

"Malik shiqil!" I said.

I was soo mad and furious, i couldnt hold it in!
"OH and just so i keep to my promise, lolwa asked me to ask you how you feel about a girl liking you? and do you want for that girl to admit her feelings!?" I said.

"Na3am?" He said. "Who's lolwa?!" He said.

"Your second cousin!" I said and left the living room.

"Ta3alaay, kamlai kalamich awal!" He said.

"Im done talking!" I said and went upostairs.

I was soo mad i wanted to punch his guts out!

I entered my room.
And layed on my bed, i was thinking, did he hear me talking on the phone yesterday and to get back at me he called his ex-lover!?
Or does he actually want to get back with her and the phonecall yesterday doesn't have anything to do with it!?
That explains the cold stare he gave me earlier today, i thought.
I actually thought he liked me! :/


I picked up the phone, called D, and started to complain and weep!!



xoxo
-S™